Sigh.. My whole day was down.. Well,let's start. Today morning woke up and went to have breakfast at teban. Rushed to bukit batok to bring up the height of my height. It's too low. And it often scrapes the fender even when i drive it slowly.
After everything was done which was ard 12.3opm,i went for lunch and was told that fiona wasnt happy with me. Well,i really have no choice,sometimes i wished i could jus get away from all these miseries i have but of course i knw, my parents do care alot for me. I just have to respect them.And i am someone who dun really subject myself to late nites.i often sleep early cuz i knw i get sick easily if i dun slp early and there comes all my pimples. Hunny,i jus hope you could understand if at times,i juscouldnt tok to u on phone.Even msn,i actually forced myself to check on some stuffs and give excuses when my parents make noise just to talk to hunny. U have your restrictions from yr parents,and i understand. I hope you would understand the restrictions on my side also. I am sure u will not hope to see me sick or face full with pimples. And so am I.
If there is no trust, there is no love.
You just have to grab hold the feelings fast that i do really love you. Be it feeling or sensing it.
I hope you appreciate all my sacrificies. Sigh.. I wished to tell u,sometimes i really felt sad or rather down when i couldn't french kiss with you. I often have to wait for you to get your FEELINS. I duno why, don't seemed to have experience this b4, like gotta wait for someone to gain feelins before french kissing.
Sigh.. I dono why u're cold to me at times.. i don't have doubts but i hope you do really love me.
Be straight forward,i am damn shag, Spend my time in car workshop repairing my Mudguard.Damn sian!
Well, tat's all for today,i am gonna have my dinner at east coast. Love ya hunny! Bye!