Dear Hunny,
I sit here after our conversation today, upset that I didn't express to you how I felt. I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you, even though it may seem that way sometimes. I know that I hurt you when I reacted this way today. I never meant for you to feel that way. I thought of you many times during the night, wishing you were by my side.
I talked about you to everyone and told them how excited I was to meet you everytime. You mean the world to me. I am always so lonely when there are long periods of time between the times we speak. I always find myself trying to keep busy because if I sit still for too long, my heart begins to ache and I feel your absence.
At night, I make believe that you are beside me, caressing me, holding me, loving me. I want to feel you inside me. I've longed for that day for so long. I adore you and, even though I have not looked into your beautiful eyes or tasted your soft lips, I know that, in doing so, it would exceed all of my expectations.
We sit impatiently on the brink of satisfaction and it is so hard to imagine how soon our solo journeys we took to reach each other will turn into a new journey that we will begin together. I know that our love can outlast time. My love for you is not of this world. It goes beyond all human knowledge. It is immortal. I think that is why we can be so confused by love, but sometimes it is good to not know what to expect. That is the hidden beauty of love.
Darling, I love you with all of my heart and all of my soul and I have no regrets for falling in love with you, even being able to feel the magnitude of this love for a second, would have lasted a lifetime for me because it's so strong. I am elated to have fallen in love with such an intelligent, wonderful and loving angel, an angel who loves me for even my countless flaws. I will never forget you, Hunny, and I will always love you.
Love always,
EUGENE